Adios Atlanta!

It's Saturday night at 9:12 pm. We're leaving in the morning...early.  It's been an incredibly long and exhausting week preparing for the move - there's always so much more to do than you think.  I still need to pack and clean the house.  But I felt like I had to post something.  But I really have nothing to say...strange right?!  I always imagined I would write a final, amazing blog with lots of pictures of good times and great memories.  But for starters, I'm so tired I can't think straight.  And second, I got nothin!

I've been saying that all week....I got nothin left in the tank. No tears, no words, no way to describe how I am feeling.  I really don't know how I am feeling.  Honestly, it just seems like I am packing for a trip to Cali to see my family and that I will be back here in Atlanta in a week.  So as I am saying goodbye to all my friends this past week, I don't feel like its goodbye.  So there were no tears flowing, no long, drawn out hugs, and I wonder if they somehow felt jipped!  I'm supposed to be slobbering on their shoulders right?  Nothin!

So here's my thought....maybe after a few days it Cali, when it all hits me and I realize I am really not coming back, I will write a retrospective.  Then I can reflect on my last few weeks here, post cute pictures of Jack enjoying his final days in Atlanta and share how I really feel about leaving.  I mean, I think in my blogs from the past few month I have shared a lot so all my friends really know how much I love them.  And for the record, I have cried a lot, but mostly alone with Christian or in private.  So please don't mistake my lack of emotion to mean that I won't miss this place.  I just don't think I have had time to miss it yet.  Give it a few weeks and I will be blubbering all over my keyboard.

Ok, so I guess I did have something to say after all!  So, I'll just end things by saying Adios Atlanta!  You've given me 9 amazing years...some of the best of my life.  Its been a great ride.  I'll definitely be back to visit but y'all know where to find me if you ever get lonely.  I honestly thought this day would never get here, but Cali, here I come....

Hugs, Kisses and Lots of Love,

Jill